Did you ever love me? I need you to and I need you now. It's no longer a want. It's a need. A drug. I've never felt this helpless or hopeless before. I've never been so lost and confused. I'm afraid for the first time to do anything. I can't reason with you and I can't talk to you. I feel like I will be piling up the stress and pressure you already have when I try to talk things out. But if I don't, I'll go mad. But than again, it's never about me right. It has always been about you. I did everything I could to make things better. I listened, I followed, I heard, I tried. But when I ask you to do just one small thing like having a proper conversation with me, you go mad. What more must or can I do? I need to understand you but you're not letting me. I need to get through to u. I need you. Don't leave me. Don't go. Stay. Please.
