Jealousy does not play a big role on who i am but with you, it comes out like how volcanoes erupt it starts shooting out flames and larva but just replace the flames and larva with tears and pieces of a shattered heart.
My heart can't stop pounding. Sure to you it might not be such a big deal. You might think that I'm overreacting but you gotta understand that you have been ignoring me for days. You do not reply my text messages or answer my calls. You leave me hanging after every conversation we had. And yet I still hold on to you as tightly as i could ignoring the blisters in my heart. When did you ever have such control and effect on me I do not know.
But how is it that you manage to treat others so much nicer than me. I do have the right to be jealous here. Not out of foolishness or childishness but out of the ignorance, the heartaches, and sympathies i have gone through.
And it's all because of you. Please don't hurt me.
