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Saturday, January 2, 2010Y
Bleargh

Hmph the decisions to make. The fear, the heartaches, the love, the hurt, the happiness. I don't know what to do. What to say. How to make things right again.

The more he talks about her, the more I feel like IM the third party. I feel like I don't deserve him. I don't deserve to be close with him like before. Like I don't deserve to say anything sweet and caring to him.

Like I don't deserve to be in his life.

I feel so lost. I want him. Of course i want him. I need him. I care for him. I love him goddammit. I don't want to leave. I want everything to be like how it was before.

I HATE HER.

9:49 PM Photobucket
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:49 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words