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Wednesday, October 29, 2008Y

next top model?

First America's Next Top Model.. Then Australia's Next Top Model.. And now Britain's Next Top Model?! Whoo.. When's Malaysia's Next Top Model?

Hmm.. I still think America's Next Top Model has the hottest girls

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008Y

Catch a falling star and put it in ur pocket, never let it fade away

Hmm my sleeping time's screwed up. I sleep at 7 o 8 in the morning and i wake up at 3 o 4 in the afternoon. SHIT.

I tried so hard to sleep before 2 yesterday. I offed my tv and lappie but i was tossing and turning and could not get a min of shut eye. So i woke up, played my DS, on the tv again, and started chattin till it was 5 sth. Argh. i need to wake up for classes!!

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Saturday, October 25, 2008Y

argh

I feel so depressed. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fucked up. I need someone to love. I want a serious relationship. No more flings. I need to find the right guy. Argh! I so fucking emo now.

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Friday, October 24, 2008Y

I think I'm just afraid that i can't find someone good enough who has all the qualifications to call mine

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Curi makan

Rich or poor, they will still curi makan. So we might as well find a rich guy right?

ps- curi makan = cheat on a spouse

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Thursday, October 23, 2008Y

bleargh

I shud be asleep
I NEED to be asleep

But i dun want to.. =(
I just cant.. sob! Tak sampai hati wanna sleep lar.. What's wrong with me?! I got presentation at 9 summore! Shet!

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008Y

Hmm

Been quite some time since i've blogged.

Let's see what happened. Bar Celona on Thurs. Celebrated Renn's, Jeff's, and Brandy's bday at the same time. Got pretty ttiippssyyy

. Pictures will be updated soon

And then we drank again on Sat night. At first it was just Black Label with coke. Then we ran out of coke so it was raw. And then, we got bored and decided to mix Black Label with Bear Beer into my ceral mug.

Tee hee hee. Instant KO after 2 mugs. Wahaha

And then i skipped class on Monday cause i was too tired and i could not wake up. I do not have enuff sleep. Practically slept for less than 5 hours everyday for the whole week. Woke up, went out till around 1am. Wonder how much longer can my body take.

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Saturday, October 18, 2008Y

1pm sth - Bangun, mandi

2pm - Makan

4pm - Got back home

6pm - Left for sunway

7pm sth- Reached Mediskin

8.30pm - Reached home

10pm sth - Left for Bangsar to eat

12pm - Reached Bangsar.

It took us nearly 2 hours to get to Bangsar. Just as we were reaching Bangsar, Nisha took a wrong turn and we were very well on our way back to Puchong. Then we drove all the way back to Bangsar using Federal Highway and she was ssoo blur the whole way. The traffic light says red, she can still cross the road slowly and suddenly stop in the middle, reverse, and wait. Kesian her. Still hangovering. Drats. Everyone's so blur.

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Friday, October 17, 2008Y

Oh snap

Last night on the way to pick up Kiki and Haziq from Desaria, Renn and I saw two malay guys in their early 20s snatching an old lady's bag.

They actually pushed her to the ground in the middle of the road and hit her but the old lady would not let go. And when we slowed down and wanted to help the aunty, they actually hit her harder and ran. And and, what got me REALLY mad was that they were still SMILLING while running. WTF!

How can you push a helpless old lady down and hit her summore. And she was obviously quite poor cause it was those kampung area. She was crying anf shouting and we felt so helpess cause we could not chase them. We were wearing heels and they were at the other side of the road. Fuck those bastards la.

Rott in hell. Get murdered in the gnarliest way ever. Mother fuckers.

Oh.. btw, im hangingovering now...

Shit so sleepy.

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woosshh

Tipsy baby.. i'm tipsy.. lols. Just came back from barcelona and i can't believe im bloggin. Renn's, Brandy's and Jeff's bday celebration.. hahaha was shouting and dancing and drinking like there's no tomorrow.

When i got home, i even forgotten to close the front door until i went halfway up the stairs. I nearly brought my fffoootttwweeaarrr up to my room * yep i was barefoot all the way since i stepped into the car* and I nearly fell asleep in my bathroom

Now im enjoying my McD hahahahhahahahahaahhaha Y am i bbllooggiinnggg!!!!!!!

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Thursday, October 16, 2008Y

the tiredness

Wasted my time staying up till 6 trying to understand managerial accounting. She wrote the steps and answers to all the questions in the quiz on the board. I love her

I did not even hear my alarm today. Ayryn sorta woke me up when she called me at 8.57am and asked if i was ready. Came back at around 1 sth. Then went out at 5 to pavilion. Walked till my legs were sore. I'm so effing tired. I don't know how much longer i can keep this up

On another note... I dun miss him that often already but i still do miss him... I miss him.. I miss him most during the nights when i don't have anyone to hold

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008Y

oh no!

Could not study. Was doing everything else other than studying. N i just got back from Old Town. And now im sleepy

What's wrong with me! Sth's wrong this sem. Everyone's slacking and there's no motivation to do anything. At least the past sems i gave 10%. This sem i give.. -100%..

how how how how hooowwwww?!?!?!?!!?!?!?

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008Y

Acckk

I found out at around 6 that i have quiz tomorrow on managerial accounting. Bad enuff i did not know about the quiz but i rarely attend her classes and have no idea when it comes to accounting.

I'm screwed. By a c c o u n t i n g s. Ewwww

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mm hmm

Went out to get food at ard 2 sth. We wanted yee mee but could not find any. We went to Seri Kembangan but all the food stalls were closed already. We went to a few restaurants or cafe, but they were all closed too.

Me:Puchong la.. maybe got..

Jeff: Go Klang la! Sure got one.. Can order..

Renn: Don't want! I want those hawker stalls one la! Still got open ar in Klang?

Jeff: Uh.. got.. no.. uh.. don't know la!

Renn: Aiyar.. you this time won't know one la.. Usually during this time you already drunk one... *Jeff cant drink =b *

So we decided to go Puchong to get ffoooddd.

Me: Eh dun tell me in the end we makan Mcd or KFC ar! Find so susah den eat that..

Renn and Jeff: Wont la!

So on the way to puchong, we decided to go to USJ instead. We tried finding Tian Tian but cud not find it. Then we went to Taipan but all the shops was closed. Then Jeff had this stupid idea.

Jeff: Eh why don't we just go 7-11, buy maggi cup and eat outside la.. very syok one..

Renn: Eh can oso! u wan ar?

Jeff: EHH dun la!!! i was just testing u! mana tau u really want! nononono!

Renn: Go la... not bad ma.. Eh if we really bring you go 7-11 eat how ar?

Jeff: I will curse you while i eat lor! Pukimak Renn.. Bring me go eat maggi in 7-11. Cibai knn etc etc

So we started finding for more hawker stalls but could not find any. But we saw alot of 7-11!

Renn: Eh got alot of 7-11 ere la.. You really don't want meh?!

Jeff: Here oso got alot of grass! You want onot?!

Renn and I :Wahahah!

Me: Eh we go Summit la! Maybe got..

Jeff : Dun laaaaa!!!! You all find like that till tomorrow i also cannot eat already laa!!!

Jeff: Eh we eat KFC laa!!! I see the girl eating the hotdog i already want la! Got nuggets summore.!! *Billboard adds*

Me: SEE SEE! I told u! In the end sure KFC or Mcd one!!!!

Oh and Jeff was really unlucky the whole day so we were like cursing him. See one big lorry by the road side we also drive damn slow..

Me:Eh slower slower!!

Renn: Ya ya! got lorry

Jeff: Eh! by the road side la! u can pass one la ok!

Me: We know la! But you so suay.. We scared suddenly the lorry tumbang on us how!

There were many other LOL sessions but lupa dah.. and malas oso la nyek nyek nyek..It would be nicer if you were actually there. I don't think it'll sound funny when you read it.

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Monday, October 13, 2008Y

The leaders of tomorrow

I was sleeping oh so peacefully at ard 3 sth when Jeffrey knocked at my door

Jeff: Jess!! *knock knock knock* JEESS!

Renn: She's not in gua..

Jeff: Jeeesssss!!! *knock knock knock*

I wake up, damn blur, opened the door.

Renn and Jeff :

Renn: You oso din go class is it?!

Me: I went for morning class. Then tak tahan come home sleep d

.

Renn: Haha i did not even go to class. I just woke up. I slept at 7 sth wei .

Jeff: You all no future la!! Class also din go!

Me: You went to class mer?!

Jeff: I went to 2-4 class ok

!

Me: Morning class u go mer?!

Jeff: haha.. no la.........

Me: YOU ALSO NO FUTURE LA!!!

Renn: Eh jom makan..

And with this, i present u the bright future leaders from D 40 A =)

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Sunday, October 12, 2008Y

bah

L O V E`` heard of it? Felt it? Embraced it? Been in it? I want those too =( But how do i know? Hmm

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i had a fucked up nightmare last night. I was over the top tired and exhausted but when i slept for not more than 10 mins, i woke up wide awake not daring to move o sleep.

I dreamt that i was suddenly a robot in a battle ground in a PLAYGROUND fighting evil robots. The world was in my hands. *Geez i cant even take k of myself and if i had the take k of the world, we know sth went wrong on the way.* N i was hurt really badly cause come on, it was me against many many many of em! But suddenly my friends came and they were all like those power rangers ppl, transforming into me o wadever that looks like me trying to distract the evil robots while i tried to escape.

But halfway while escaping, my friends got hurt n i was suddenly into super protective mode again and wanted to go back and help. But my creator ( Yes i even have a creator ) pulled me away again but the evil robots hit me and i was lying on the ground motionless. * Up to here, i felt like a child . Who the hell dreams aboout being an android saving the world at the age of 20?! *

That was when i knew it was already a dream n i was trying so hard to move but i cant. But i can hear Juno(Renn's dog) running around me and somewhat digging a hole on the ground just behind my head. WTF man. Then i tried to open my eyes as wide as possible but it keeps trying to shut and then i tried to wake up but i cant. So i had to struggle to move, open my eyes, and wake up for a few mins before i woke up.

On the lights, On my songs louder, Went out to find Renn, and tried to stay awake* FUCK

I was a friggin andriod saving the world. That's so cool! But i did not like the part where i couldnt wake up. A dream in a dream? shit

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Friday, October 10, 2008Y

sob

aahhhh omg im so so sick =( I have cough fever and flu. I slept the whole day n i can't sleep now. But i'm tired and exhausted cause of the medicine and my head feels heavy.. oh the paaiinnnn. I've never been this blur before. sigh

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Wednesday, October 8, 2008Y

oh the joy!

I've finally got my lappie and i've been abusing it again. Lol Rarely off-ing it.. That's how my mother board in my old lappie crashed.. swt. But anyways yeah I'm happy with it even tho i had to install microsoft office, antivirus, and photoshop myself.. tee hee hee.

But i found out last night one of my speaker's wire kinda got screwed.. So i'm only using one side of the speaker. The other side is now literally just for deco. Hmpft. Gotta buy new wires =( The irony. Can't I be fully satisfied with something for once?! Hmm So wad's up people of the dying world?!

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Monday, October 6, 2008Y

life's a bitch

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Sunday, October 5, 2008Y

the chiak pa bo su cho ness

ooo ooo ooo!! a week ago, Jolene, Nisha, Sita, and I went to somewhere near SS2 to makan nasi kandar. Yeah i know..nth interesting there.. wait for it.. wait for it....

........We used 7 highways to get there n back >.<

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Saturday, October 4, 2008Y

Argh I'm so bored! I have all these sudden urges to do assignments BUT i dun have the assignment outlines AND no printer. Such a waste of urge!! Eurgh I seriously need my laptop now and i also need to install microsoft office.. =(

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woosh

Just came bac from hmm Cheras and Jln Pudu XD. Renn and I went to visit my mom in Cheras for awhile n after that went to have chickie rice in Jln Pudu. And only the fishball soup was nice =/

On the way back in the highway, there was no car at all

Renn: eh no car at all.. four lanes oso we conquer

Me: Yeah!!! can turn ere n dere

Renn: We do one 360 degree turning n go round and round oso can!

Me: Reverse, stop, go oso can wei

Renn: Ya we can do dat now

*Car screeches to a stop*

*Reverse 1 metre*

*Stop*

*Moves forward*

Renn: Eh got car behind us d! got gang!!!

Me: HAHAHA

Miss those times when it's just the both of us XD

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Friday, October 3, 2008Y

jump jump and shout!

My laptop's gonna be ere on monday!!! Hopefully there won't be anymore delays or changes and the laptop will not have any problems.
Keeping my fingers crossed!!
so ecstatic!

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Thursday, October 2, 2008Y

check yes juliet

Old song which i <3

11:45 PM

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I thought i could never love him again but i guess the feeling crept back into me..
Now i miss him like nuts. Haha!
No not HIM..
My bf <3 *aww*

Wonder where it'll go from ere.
Mebbe it's just infatuation all over again?
Back to basics. =D

1 2 3 set go.
Let's all fall in love again =)

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Wednesday, October 1, 2008Y

="(

Aww the bf has left. I never thought i'd miss him this bad.. sob sob

i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him

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