old habits r reallie hard to kick i guess.
love.. it's like gnawing on ur hand but enjoying it at the same time. you know it hurts but u like the pain cause it gives u a reality check once awhile.

Anyhhoooo i just realised my classes r all startin at 9 except for one starting at 11 i think. macamlah i can wake up.
i need classes startin at 2. not freaking 9! fucktards lecturers.

talked to justin again. after 4-5 friggin months. and it still hurts. mebbe i've never felt the big L word before.
Or maybe i have. What is l o v e anyway? What is supposed to happen. how will i know? true love? real love? hard love? puppy love?
I dun think i've felt true love before tho?

I mean i hear all those ppl sacrificing things for love.
Very extreme actions and words. I've gone thru dat but i know deep down its not reallie cause of love. It's kinda cause he has most of the qualities i look for in a lifelong partner. He has all the requirements needed.

And the rest.. i just get tired of em after a couple of months. I'm such a bitch. haha go figure ryte.
Prob rot in hell after this. But then again hell might be afraid ill take over.

Everyone's having relationship probs. Yay XD hahahah join me!

Oh yeahs my tooth hurts like mad. I wanna pull it out. But i dun want one big hole in my uhm one row of teeth?

Why am i blogging bout these shits? Jess is so dull and she doesnt have a life.
Fuck me. fuck u. fuck life.

Yes. no one dies a virgin. Cause life fucks u up!