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Tuesday, August 12, 2008Y

How do u say i love u and not mean it?
How do u say i miss u not mean it?
How can u fool a man's heart for such a long time?
How much longer can i keep this up?

I hate lying.
I hate the guilt.
I want to be free but i need him for companionship
No one can accompany me like he does.

On a completely diff note, my heart still beats when i see him. The other him..
It still hurts when i think about the situation we're in.
Why can't i forget him?

Every time i try to leave, sth keeps pulling me back, telling me i need him in my life

Argh I need a bucket to puke all my butterflies out.

2:44 AM Photobucket
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:44 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words