♥ d r e a m e r b l u e z ` :)

Wednesday, October 31, 2007Y

happie halloween =)

HAPPIE HALLOWEEN !!!

WAHAHAH

DON'T LOOK UNDER YOUR BEDS OR INSIDE UR CLOSETS TONIGHT. SOMETHING MIGHT BE CREEPING UP UPON YOU WHILE UR SLEEPING, STARING AT U FROM THE CORNER OF THE ROOM, OR NEXT TO U, BREATHING DOWN YOUR NECK, OR MAYBE STARING STRAIGHT INTO YOUR EYES.

or maybe it's just me >.< BBOO!!

trick a treat?? hehe

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Tuesday, October 30, 2007Y

ah ah ah ah

omg omg omg exams are around the cornerrrrr no no no no sob sobbbbbbbb i need helpppp sob... assignments plus exams.. double shit sob

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Monday, October 29, 2007Y

teddy geigerr

a new craving for teddy geiger agian!! wwoottt his songs roxor!! wahahah n i think i finished my oral presentation today eheks yay yayy yayy hope wad i've done is enuff.. now for econs marketing ad stats assignment.. omfg im doomm

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Sunday, October 28, 2007Y

sick..

argh.. im sick sick sick down to the bone sick.. i went to sunway today tho =P but after i came back i felt like hell.. lmao.. i was at the shower for 30 mins sitting down letting the bloody hot water run down me cause i din have the energy to stand up.. den suddenly i felt so depressive. argh i just waannaa ddiieee =X found my sleepin pills but figured it wasnt worth it so i just bawled my eyes out. haha now im friggin dizzy n cold..

wadd a wonderffull wwoorrllddddd

isint there anyone out deree??? )))))))))))))))

anyoneee?!?!?!?!?!!? T.T

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Saturday, October 27, 2007Y

wwweeeeee

just got back from sunway, cleaned the house a little and also my room. House owner going to come to the house today to check out the sink which broke.. haha bahh seekers was quite nice. eheks. a little mellow but it was reallie nice XD not too violent hahah i likeyyy =P

sandalsss hehe i was a good girl.i only bought that hehe

hahah my magnet board.. a random pic.. just done tidyin my room.. well sort off.. haha

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Friday, October 26, 2007Y

lonneellyyyyy

Maison on Wed nite. came home at 4 sth, went out to eat, came back at 6 sth. slept. missed class. shit -.-

what's that? guess!! guess!!

yup yup yup ciggie buds!

LUCT truly creative XD hehehe

i am ssoo looneeellyyy hahaha. comfirm renn and i are the loneiest ppl in the world. once again everyone is out and we're both gonna be alone tonite. haha Renn and I are now known as the lonely partners. so everytime we meet each other we'll adress each other as.. " hey my lonely partner!!" bahh haaha last week, the same thing happened and we were like u noe wad we go makan tomorrow! makan winter warmers! the curve!! and we dun bring them!!!!! hahaha and now we're going to go Sunway to watch Seeker. lmao so pathetically desperately lonely.. =/ ahaks

ahah and also this afternoon one whole group of us was supposed to get ready for Renn's belated bday meals.. and i was supposed to bring her to the destination one. and we were planning it so nicely and i was the most excited lagi!! and and and.. but but but but in the end i slept!! omg she rolled on me, jumped on my bed etc but i din even notice anything till i woke up and she told me! thanks to me sleeping at 7 last nite and class being at 9.. daymnnnn ahahaha i wanna sleep early ssoonnn!! XD

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007Y

lmao

i think im gonna do dat for my stats..

iraq explained?lol

rruunn =P

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Monday, October 22, 2007Y

its rainingg

sweet

ita raining its pouring. the old man is snoring.. bah haha been raining since last nite around 2am daymnn hahaha im stressed stressed stresseedddddddd bout my assignments n examssss n im doing nth bout itt!!!! fcuk it

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hehee

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Sunday, October 21, 2007Y

david copperfield

david copperfield show cancelled! taken from E! news :

David Copperfield may not have been able to believe his eyes, but that really was the FBI combing through his Las Vegas warehouse.

A dozen agents from Seattle carted away a computer hard drive, a memory chip from a digital camera and close to $2 million in cash during a late-night raid Wednesday on the famed magician's Sin City storage space, according to local station KLAS-TV.

An FBI spokesperson said that out-of-state agents get involved when tips originate in their area.
The Las Vegas Review-Journal, citing an unidentified law-enforcement source, reports that the seizure was "connected to an investigation of possible sexual misconduct by the illusionist" that originated in Seattle.

Copperfield's attorney issued a statement confirming that the search took place.

"We understand there is an investigation, [we] are in touch with the investigators, and are respecting the confidentiality of the investigation," lawyer David Chesnoff said.

As for the possible sexual misconduct, Chesnoff issued an additional statement Friday:
"It is important these allegations be put into perspective. An unidentified woman has made serious allegations against David Copperfield. Although authorities have not revealed her identity to us, we know these allegations are false because David Copperfield has never forced himself on anyone."

"Unfortunately false allegations are all too often made against famous individuals. But we are confident the investigation will conclude favorably," Chesnoff told the Review-Journal.

The FBI's Las Vegas office also told KLAS that agents had made a stop at one of Copperfield's frequent performance spots, the MGM-Grand on the Vegas Strip, where the illusionist is scheduled to appear for a two-week engagement at the Hollywood Theater starting Nov. 15.

Once again, the government agency wouldn't go into detail about what authorities were looking for at the hotel or how it factored into the investigation, but it would confirm that the MGM itself was not the target.

Meanwhile, still remaining in Copperfield's two-story treasure trove is a heady, 80,000-piece mix of collectibles and perception-deceiving devices.

The 51-year-old entertainer, who, according to Forbes, banked $57 million in 2005, keeps, among other things, a stash of vintage sports cars, gadgets, quirky stuff like gargoyle heads and an old electric chair, 15,000 magic books, Houdini memorabilia, posters, playbills, centuries-old documents, and various trick apparatuses in the warehouse he has dubbed the International Museum & Library of the Conjuring Arts.

Access to the collection is usually only granted to scholars looking to research and write about the illusionary world, but no disappearances, transferences, levitations, cutting-in-halves or other unexplainable phenomena were reported to have taken place during the raid.

According to Copperfield's Website, he performs more than 500 shows a year all over the world (not all at once—nobody's that good). Before heading back to the MGM-Grand, he'll be bringing his Intimate Evening of Grand Illusion to Indonesia, Malaysia, Singapore and Thailand. Then, after Vegas, it's off to the United Arab Emirates.

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herrmmm?

argh feeling so jaded and anxious these few days.. i haven got the slightest clue y..still tryin to figure it out. hmm butterflies in my tummy, anxiety, nervousness..and they're all not the happie o sth good kind of feeling. it's more like the dreaded i wanna throw up, i wanna forget everything kind of feeling. why why why. cause of my studies? could be. reallie nervous bout my studies cause i feel so fucked up bout it. i dun even wanna think bout studyin damn. but what else. am i unhappie? i miss him terribly still tho. but is it still affecting me after such a quite long period of time? wtf is my prob.

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so wrongly right

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in cyberr againnnn

back in cyberjaya aaggaaiinn!! haha zomg.. my flight got delayed 30-40 mins.. daymmnn.. i realised that every time im early for a flight, there's usually a delay, and whenever i'm reallie reallie rushing, there's never a delay and sometimes it's early like 5 mins! there was one time the plane had to wait for me.. a plane full with passengers could see me running towards the plane huffing puffing carryin my lappie and my bag sweating all over. omfg damn embarrassing weeiii!! =/

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Friday, October 19, 2007Y

i can just kick myself

i just realised why go thru all the hassle in buying the tickets at the airport when i could buy it for my mom online and i can go home on sunday and and and i can use the damn credit card cause i do remember the password for this credit card im using now!!!.. omfg

i shall go ram myself to the wall now......

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argh argh argh!!

i was in the airport lining up for 2 bloody hours trying to get a damn air ticket back!!! i went from air asia to mas den to mas to air asia and mas again cause i had to book tickets for my mom using air asia n i wanted mas for myself. n when i found out mas had no more tickets for that day, i had to rush all the way back to air asia, bought my own ticket, and realised my mom did not give me a booking date for her ticket and she's already in the plane on the way to JB by then! and my damn ticket costed me Rm 370! and the worst thing was that my credit card could not be used cause it was my aunt's name so i had to pay by cash. shit ass man! i so so so miss my own credit card ="( . my mom is finding it hard to trust me with cards. first, i overspend, and second, i've lost my purse twice already. wahahaha

shit.... 400 gonee wweeeiii!!!!!

now im broke o.O"" im CASHLESS!! who wanna spare me a few meals? >.<

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magic TriCk

hahah had a convo wid me fren on messenger.. lol so funny =P . i actually talked to him thinkin he was someone else and i realisd he was not.. so yea.. one point for embarrassment for me edi.. den he stared asking me bout the david copperfield magic show; if im going or not etc to see him do magic tricks n stuff

"Ek rishta tt transcends time.." tAlEs oF a KNiGht (KB:1:51:BIE) says:
So r u going to that david copperfield thing?

Dreamer bluez says:
not sure la..mebbe.. why

"Ek rishta tt transcends time.." tAlEs oF a KNiGht (KB:1:51:BIE) says:
lols just asking

"Ek rishta tt transcends time.." tAlEs oF a KNiGht (KB:1:51:BIE) says:
hahahahaha

"Ek rishta tt transcends time.." tAlEs oF a KNiGht (KB:1:51:BIE) says:
it's just funny

Dreamer bluez says:
funny mer? haha where got funny??

"Ek rishta tt transcends time.." tAlEs oF a KNiGht (KB:1:51:BIE) says:
it's funny.. cause ur paying to get tricked..

Dreamer bluez says:
owh!! shitass!! GDL!!!!! argh

"Ek rishta tt transcends time.." tAlEs oF a KNiGht (KB:1:51:BIE) says:
reality bites

Dreamer bluez says:
O.O"""

hahah but he reallie does have a point.. i am paying to get tricked. magic tricks.. daymnnnnn

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woot

might be going back to kayel on sat.. but tickets are gettin friggin expensive.. damn la.... hmm hmm omfg i have not started on any assignments or homework o studied for any exams yet!! die die die.. sob.. i wanna pass la. this sem damn takut edi.. so many stuff i dunno.. shiatttt

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Thursday, October 18, 2007Y

bah

u love her so u hurt her?

one of the most sacred words..

fallen into death ears

i need a hug =(

it's not tat i don't want to talk to u. i'm just afraid that once i start messaging u again i'm never ever going to be able to let u go. and if i fall even deeper with you and u end up with another girl, it'll hurt worse. i cant imagine u with someone else. when we both know it might not work cause i might not be going to aus next year. would u want to continue if i cant go next year? you've always been my dream guy i guess. perfect in so many ways, to me. i see a future with you but i don't know what went wrong along the way.

*enrique's-somebody's me is playing over and over again in my head*

hmm..

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Monday, October 15, 2007Y

the nothingtodoness

i finally went to starbucks to chill just now. haha. at the airport. doubla HA!the first starbucks in kuching opened at kuching international airport a few months ago. yes ppl, be surprised. lols. went to get famous aamos cookies too. and yea, u can only get em at the airport. u can keep on luffin ppl =/ but its ok. cause the airport's cool. haha it's only like 5-10 mins from my house depending on how u drive. and after that came home n played mah jong wid my grannyyy!! wwoottt

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Sunday, October 14, 2007Y

more random jokes

When women are depressed they either eat or go shopping. Men invade another country.
-Elayne Boosler

A man suspected his wife was seeing another man, so he hired the famous Chinese detective, Chen Lee, to watch and report any activities while he was gone. A few days later, he received this report:

MOST HONORABLE SIR:

YOU LEAVE HOUSE

I WATCH HOUSE

HE COME TO HOUSE.

I WATCH.

HE AND SHE LEAVE HOUSE.

I FOLLOW.

HE AND SHE GO IN HOTEL.

I CLIMB TREE.

I LOOK IN WINDOW.

HE KISS SHE. SHE KISS HE.

HE STRIP SHE. SHE STRIP HE.

HE PLAY WITH SHE. SHE PLAY WITH HE.

I PLAY WITH ME. I FALL OFF TREE.

I NOT SEE.

NO FEE,
CHEN LEE.

Blonde Joke

Three women are about to be executed. One's a brunette, one's a redhead, and one's a blonde. The guard brings the brunette forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She says no, and the executioner shouts, "Ready! Aim"

Suddenly the brunette yells, "EARTHQUAKE!!!"

Everyone is startled and throws themselves on the ground while she escapes.

The guard brings the red head forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She say no, and the executioner shouts, "Ready!Aim"

Suddenly the red head yells, "TORNADO!!!"

Everyone is startled and looks around for cover while she escapes.

By now the blonde has it all figured out. The guard brings her forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She says no, and the executioner shouts, "Ready! Aim"

And the blonde yells, "FIRE!!!"

A husband, proving to his wife that women talk more than men, showed

her a study which indicated that men use (on the average) only 15,000words a day, whereas women use 30,000 words a day.

She thought about this for a while and then told her husband that women use twice as many words as men because they have to repeat everything they say.

Looking stunned, he said, ''What?''

An elderly couple was driving across the country. While the woman was behind the wheel, the couple was pulled over by the highway patrol.

"Ma'am, did you know you were speeding?" the officer said.

The woman, hard of hearing, turned to her husband and asked, "What did he say?"

"He said you were speeding!" the old man yelled.

The patrolman then asked, "May I see your license?"

The woman turned to her husband again, "What did he say?"

The old man yelled back, "He wants to see your license!"

The woman then gave the officer her license.

"I see you are from Arkansas," the patrolman said. "I spent some timethere once and went on a blind date with the ugliest woman I've ever seen."

The woman turned to her husband again and asked, "What did he say?"

The old man replied, "He said he knows you!"

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backkk in kcchh!!

wwoottt back in kuching again!! wahaha happy happy haappiiee *jumps up and down* but it's quite boring. hmm i'm wodering if i will do my assignments orr nott.. >.<" i'm so damn lazy but there's nth to do so yea im BORED.. who knows. maybe i'll sink down to the bottom of the bottom of boredomness and then i'll continue thinkin if i should do my assignments =P

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sweetest girll

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Saturday, October 13, 2007Y

sweetest girl

[Intro: (Wyclef Jean (Lil Wayne))]
Some live for the bill
Some kill for the bill
She wined for the bill
Grind for the bill
(and she used to be the sweetest girl)
Some steal for the bill, if they got to pay they bill
(and she used to be the sweetest girl)
Tonight Wyclef, Akon, Weezy and Nia

[Verse 1: (Wyclef Jean)]
High school she was that girl that make me do the hula hoop around the gym
(Just to get a peek again, she's a 10)
High school she was
That girl that make me do the hula hoop around the gym
(Just to get a peek again, she's a 10)
Never thought she would come and work for the president
Mr. George Washington (where my money at?)
She thought he'd call (where my money at?)
She had a good day, bad day, sunny day, rainy day
All she wanna know is (where my money at?)
Closed legs don't get fed, go out there and make my bread
All you wanna know is (where my money at?)
She ended up in a road car, bruised up, scarred hard
All you wanna know is (where my money at?)
She thought he'd call (where my money at?)

[Chorus: (Akon) ]
Cos I'mma tell you like you told me
Cash rules everything around me
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)
Cos I'mma tell you like you told me
Cash rules everything around me
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)

[Verse 2: (Akon)]
Pimpin' got harder cos, hoes got smarter
On the strip is something they don't wanna be a part of
Rather be up in the club shakin' for a thug
For triple times the money and spending it how they wanna
They got they mind on they money, money on they mind
They got they finger on the trigger, hand on the nines
See everyday they feel the struggle, but staying on they grind
And ain’t nobody takin’ from us, and that’s the bottom line

But I know there's a drop in the block
You move slow
You getting' pressure from cops
you don't know not to lay low
Because 25 to life is no joke
To all my real gorillas thuggin'
On top of corners every day strugglin'
All the beautiful women getting' money
Washin' them dollar bills like laundry

[Chorus: (Akon) ] (x2)
Cos I'mma tell you like you told me
Cash rules everything around me
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)
Cos I'mma tell you like you told me
Cash rules everything around me
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)

[Bridge: (Wyclef Jean)]
Money, money-money-money
Money, money-money-money
It drives the world crazy

[Verse 3: (Lil Wayne)]
(Weezy) She used to be (she used to be the sweetest girl)

She used to be the sweetest girl ever
Now she like sour ameretta
She wears a dress to the T like the letter
And if you make it rain she will be under the weather
She used to run track back in high school
Now she tricks off the track right by school
She takes a loss cos she don't wanna see her child lose
So respect her, I'll pay up for the time used
And then she runs to the pastor
And he tells her there will be a new chapter
But she feels no different after
And then she asks him…

[Chorus: (Akon) ] (x2)
Cos I'mma tell you like you told me
Cash rules everything around me
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)
Cos I'mma tell you like you told me
Cash rules everything around me
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)

[Outro: (Wyclef Jean)]
Some live for the bill
Some kill for the bill (where my money at?)
She wined for the bill
Grind for the bill (where my money at?)
Some steal for the bill, if they got to pay the bill (where my money at?)
Tonight Wyclef, Akon, Weezy and Nia

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Friday, October 12, 2007Y

loathe loft

argh just came back from loft. so so so tired and it was a shitty night.

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apologize

"Apologize"

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

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Thursday, October 11, 2007Y

cant wait

holidays are nearing! don't have the tiniest mood to even lift my books or notes. damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. but then again i don't study till a night before the exam so what the hell. i just don't wan to go to class.. XD

A + B = C

If you don't care about A, and you don't care about B, then u definately don't care about C!

and and and

" The covers of this book are too far apart.. "

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007Y

lol

Love is a Sensation
caused by a Temptation
2 feel a Penetration.
A man sticks his Location
into a girls Destination
2 increase da Population
4 da next Generation
Did u get my Explanation or do u want a
Demonstration???

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moody me..

Could not sleep at all the whole night. Have not been sleepin well these past few days. Been so depressed and emo. I cried the whole night last night. cried myself to sleep. as usual. Mid sem break is coming soon. FINALLY! I want to go back. I need my serenity. I'm just afraid i don't want to come back to Kl once i step foot bac in Kuching.

There's been so much problems coming and going and staying. Sometimes i feel like i cant breathe in this house anymore. I'm not happy. I'm worried and afraid all the time. Now, this time, I was told that i never cleaned the house and i was lazy. And all i do know what to do is to make the house dirty. When i've been locking myself up in my room and all i have downstairs are just my drinks and my shuz. And i did clean the house. If i ate at home which was quite rare, i'd eat in my room. And i was told that my drinks and shuz made the whole house dirty. where my shoe rack is just beside a wall 5 to 7 feet from the door. I admit i do procrastinate but i still do get the job done.

a silent cry for help

a victim of the prejudice

the bias felt

the unfairness

the worries

and the love towards people

fuck being nice.

it's not worth it

"And as hard as they would try to hurt,
they made u cry, but u never cried to them,
just your soul"

All alone with no one to run to for comfort.

All i need is a knife or a gun.

I want it to end

Walk towards the water.

What do i have to lose.

Kick me down and trample on my heart

What do you care

Who am i to u

- At the mist and fogs of worries and sorrows,
it's hard to see past it all and find the light,
especially when all hope is gone,
and the mist is too thick. -

Bow my head and cry alone

Everything's lost

There's no where else to go.

Don't look at me

The tears mean nothing anymore

The pain lingers

While my wings burn.

*photoes from deviantart

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Monday, October 8, 2007Y

hairspray!!

lol just came back from watching hairspray!! lol a nice interesting comedy.. wahaha zac efron *drools*.. and the way they run are so funny. and cute. lols. and when the tv shows are bias and they wanted to cut negro day, they had a march, and there was this board that says "Tv is black and white" which got me belly tickled till i nearly cried.

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Sunday, October 7, 2007Y

my wish

My Wish"

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

this song moved me to tears sob

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Saturday, October 6, 2007Y

lols

omg i woke up at 2 sth thinkin it was 11!!! Ayryn woke me up .

Ayryn: Jess, im in front of ur house now.. you forgotten bout our moral discussion??

Jess: .........................

Ayryn: hello??

Jess: O.O"""""""""" SHIT!!!!

lols about the house warming last nyte, there was so many funny shites haha. They were talking bout clubbin and celebrating a friend's bday 2 nites ago, which i din go, and they told me what happened in a club. Apparently one of them was pretty drunk and he kind of made out wid another girl. And they were saying like the guy was so stoned and he told everyone he was going to ask the girl to marry her the next day, and it's the first time he kissed a girl with braces!! imagine him talkin in this funny show off drunk style. lmao.

Then he told me that he liked this another girl in our class. He was like:

Him: Do u know there's this girl in our marketing class? The one which is damn hot who is owaz with her friend? Her friend has a tattoo on her back??

Me: mmmm yea.. why??

Him: she's hot ryte.. Can u like intro me to her

Me: i dun reallie know her la. But i think she drives a Honda City

Him: oh..* looks sad*

Me: why so sad? Cause she's got a car n u dun have one??

Him: oh no.. it's ok if she drives.. But it's better if she walks tho

Me: huh?? why??

Him: cause it's quite hard to chase a car................ =/

Everyone: O.O ......... HAHAHAHA

We played with candles!! and lanternsss

lanterrnnssssss

guest books? haha but not many did sign.. guess they're not hot?

Sign if ur hot, get lost if ur not!

The Fuckers Family

heart

before

after..

a broken heart is all that's left, as the light fades out, and the candles burns. No more

pretty red

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zomg

partae has jussttt oficially finished!!! will write more bout it tomorrow. ryte now im dead tired hahaha

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Friday, October 5, 2007Y

jusco

lmao Renn and i stole Jusco baskets hahahaha

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wwootttttt

wahahaha housewarming tonightt!!!!! raawwrrrrrrrrrrr but i have a feeling it's gonna be like a kid's partae heheh =P lazy wanna go prepare ^^ ddaarrrnnnnn

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hate that i love eu

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inconsolable

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Thursday, October 4, 2007Y

weak

im weak. anyone can kick me down, anyone can dig my soul out, trample on my self esteem, i'll still forgive u, and i'll still smile. and the truth is any of you could just slit my throat, and with my one last gasping breath for air, I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt. im such a wuss.

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haha timing

the perfect timing to be suicidal is when all your family members have RIP. XD lucky for me im the only child.. it wont be long now. what's another 30-40 more years to me. *rubs hand, smacks lips*

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emo shit

undeserving of love
undeserving of attention
not worth while
never mattered much
never worthed much
i might as well be gone
just a statue
im numb with the pain
should i die?
so many regrets
so many things out of my control
betrayed and hurt with things u cannot even imagine
i think i deserve to be emo
but i don't want to be
i want to be happy
i want to live
not disappear and die inside out

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u got me suiicidall, suiciddaall

so many people feeling suicidal. i think its suicidal season. =)

7:08 PM

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somebody's me..

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wwoottt

i think i might be sick again. o down with something. just when i was aabboouttt to recover, the blardy bacterias come crawling back to me. iirreesssiiisssttaabbllleeeee lmao.. zomg got so much assignments now. all pilling up at one go.

In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you love, you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you like,you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.

In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you love, you can.

In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
But you can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love.

When the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
But when the one you love is crying, you cry with them.

The feeling of like starts from the ear. But the feeling of love starts from the eye.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever

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Wednesday, October 3, 2007Y

as usual

im at home while they're out clubbinggg hehehe im such a good girl =P

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inconsolable

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight
Without a word
I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear,I'd tell you this

CHORUS:
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all i ever want, it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no.
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

CHORUS:
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I don't want to be like this,
I just want to let you know,
Everything that I'm holding,
Is everything I can't let go, can't let go.

CHORUS:
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Don't you know it baby
I don't want to waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

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aww

hmm heard, felt and said lots today. am not sure if it's the right thing to do or maybe i should not have said them. i don't want to see a gem among the rocks fade out into the dark, losing it's shine, and breaking away. i hope everything turns out fine. learnt alot. so many people in this world. why him? why her? why do things happen? did we choose the people we want to meet? did we have a chance to pick who we want to meet in our lives? passerbys', those who have touched our lives one way or another? was it by choice?

You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...

How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now it's gone,
And I pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...

You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...
You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night
.Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. Somebody's me...
That somebody's me...That somebody's me...Oh yeah...

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reminiscence

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

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Tuesday, October 2, 2007Y

horoscope lmao

AQUARIUS(Jan 23 - Feb 22)
You have an inventive mind and are inclined to be progressive. You lie a great deal. You make the same mistakes repeatedly because you are stupid. Everyone thinks you are a fucking jerk.

PISCES(Feb 23 - Mar 22)
You are a pioneer type and think most people are dickheads. You Are quick to reprimand, impatient and full of advice. You do nothing but piss-off everyone you come in contact with. You are a prick.

ARIES(Mar 23 - April 22)
You have a wild imagination and often think you are being followed by the FBI or CIA. You have minor influence on your friends and people resent you for flaunting your power. You lack confidence and are a general dipshit.

TAURUS(April 23 - May 22)
You are practical and persistent. You have a dogged determination and work like hell. Most people think you are stubborn and bullheaded. You are nothing but a fucking communist.

GEMINI(May 23 - June 22)
You are a quick and intelligent thinker. People like you because you are bisexual. You are inclined to expect too much for too little. This means your are a cheap bastard. Geminis are notorious for thriving on incest.

CANCER(June 23 - July 22)
You are sympathetic and understanding to other people's problems, which makes you a sucker. You are always putting things off. That is why you will always be on welfare and won't be worth a shit. Everyone in prison is a Cancer.

LEO(July 23 - Aug 22)
You consider yourself a born leader. Others think you are an idiot. Most leos are bullies. You are vain and cannot tolerate criticism. Your arrogance is disgusting. Leo people are thieving motherfuckers and enjoy masturbation more than sex.

VIRGO(Aug 23 - Sept 22)
You are the logical type and hate disorder. Your nit-picking attitude is sickening to your friends and co-workers. You are cold and unemotional and often fall asleep while fucking. Virgos make good bus drivers and pimps.

LIBRA(Sept 23 - Oct 22)
You are the artistic type and have a difficult time dealing with reality. If you are a male you are probably queer. Chances for employment and monetary gain are nill. Most Libra women are whores.All Libras die of venereal disease.

SCORPIO(Oct 23 - Nov 22)
You are the worst of the lot. You are shrewd in business and cannot be trusted. You shall achieve the pinnacle of success because of your total lack of ethics. You are the perfect son-of-a-bitch. Most Scorpios are murdered.

SAGITTARIUS(Nov 23 - Dec 22)
You are optimistic and enthusiastic. You have a reckless tendency to rely on your luck since you have no talent. The majority of Sagittarians are drunks. You are a worthless piece of shit.

CAPRICORN(Dec 23 - Jan 22)
You are conservative and afraid of taking risks. You are basically chickenshit. There has never been a Capricorn of any importance. You should kill yourself.

hahaha this is funny. which one are u? lols

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urrhgggg

tiirreeddd

i hate hate hate effing hate being sick ='( my cough is gettin worse. i just hope i dun get sore throat. did not get much sleep either. was too busy coughing my heart out. assignments are pilling up. house warming on Friday. been procrastinating for two-three weeks d muhahaha.

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Monday, October 1, 2007Y

this is stupid

A man and his wife were in a court for their divorce case. The Problem was who should get custody of the child. The wife screamed and jumped up and said: "Your Honor. I brought The child into the world with all the pain and labor. The child Should be in my custody." The judge turned to the husband and said: "What do you have to Say in your defense ?" The man sat for a while contemplating...then slowly rose. "Your Honor... If I put a dollar in a Pepsi Vending Machine and a Pepsi Comes out... Whose Pepsi is it... The machine's or mine?"

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random joke

A woman's husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several months, yet she stayed by his bed side every single day. When he came to, he motioned for her to come nearer. As she sat by him, he said, "You know what? You have been with me all through the bad times. When I got fired, you were there to support me. When my business failed, you were there. When I got shot, you were by my side. When we lost the house, you gave me support. When my health started failing, you were still by my side... You know what?"

"What dear?" She asked gently.

"I think you bring me bad luck."

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aikz

aahhh forgot to see the obituary section on the papers. now i won't know who stole my cash. and as if la i will go buy papers >.<""

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omfg

my housemate just lost her cash too. damnnnn

hmm owh btw im back from penang!! i went to penang on friday with Renn and came back today. was fun but dun feel lile bloggin but it yet wahaha. Renn bought binoculars to spot leng zais haha. And on the way back i was checking out the binoculars cause we were somewhat lost in ipoh and we were lookin for sign boards.

Me: ooo i see Tambun

Renn: mmm

Me: ooo Tesco extra!!

Renn: ok..

Me: eh Tambun again..

Renn: orh

Me: eh green light! =P

Renn:wei.. can u not tell me sth i can see without the binoculars?everything you told me i can just see without the binoculars la!!

Me:yer.. not me. ur binoculars got prob.........

Renn: now u blame my binoculars la!!!

Me: *hehehe*

hmm den after that she was driving and driving and then she wanted to overtake this car, so she went to the middle lane, but then dere's a lorry also driving into the middle lane, so she could not stop in time, and she just swerved to the right overtaking the car. The car was shocked i presumed cause it kind of stopped for a couple of secs.

And then it was the amazing race.

The car was suddenly driving extremely fast, tryin to catch up with us and we got really freaked out we were shouting and looking out for the car.

We were yelling where is he?! is he here?! eh tell me where he is! i need to avoid him la from letting him come close to us!!aduhh dun scold us la uncle!! y so kecil hati one!!just scaree u a liittlleeee bit only bahh..

and after the 'race' , we ran low on petrol... =/

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