miraculously, im actually tryin to study for exams.. i have marketing exams tomorrow n i got a draft for comm study skills to pass up.. im so screwed. n i just went thru my whole course outline for my next 2 years n i got freaked out. the course was getting waayy harder *go figure* i mean like its time to do practical and all those professional ethical stuff etc etc etc..the whole thing just smacked me down n made me wanna cry. i realised in 2 years time i m gonna graduate n work. sth i still cannot see myself doing. im not ready for this. i don't wanna grow up. im afraid of failure. im afraid of gettin rejected and dejected.. esp right in my face =( i want to skip the whole bundle of obstacles and get on with the good life. im terrified right down to my very last bone.
blah..enuff of this.. i shall go try study my marketing =X
n mebbe get some food............................