i don't belong. i hate myself. i want to disappear. i don't want to be hurt anymore. i don't want to be let down over and over again just when i thought i was fitting in. But as the truth sets in, just swallow me up and spit me out but make sure you chew me up nicely. i wish i was braver and i could stand up on my own two feet. i wish u would understand me. it's not that hard. just take the initiative. i want everything to go away